Twelfth Night, 21 Nights Apart

Retrospectives, Reviews

Picture it: Opening night of a Shakespeare production.

You’ve just been told you’re going on as one of the leading roles.

And you don’t know the lines.

That’s what happened at Portland Center Stage’s official opening of “Twelfth Night” on Nov. 29. Right before the curtain rose, the director came out to introduce the production and announce the role of Orsino would be played not by the PCS star performer cast in the role but by the assistant director, who’d received the assignment just a few hours beforehand. She noted he’d carry a script and some of the choreography would be altered, but otherwise the show would go on. She didn’t share the reason for the switch.

I don’t think I was the only audience member squirming in their seat with secondhand anxiety at this real-life mirroring of the classic nightmare scenario: walking onto a stage in front of a packed crowd not knowing the words. In an over-two-hour Shakespeare production, no less. And this was real life. With the central dramatic question shifting to, “Will they pull this off?“, the lights dimmed and the show began.

Tyler Andrew Jones as Sebastian & Lea Zawada as Viola in Twelfth Night, Or What You Will; photo by Andrés López, shared by Portland Center Stage

The impromptu-understudy, Dakotah Brown, did a stellar job. He acted through each scene with a professional grace, glancing down at the script but keeping up with his castmates as he embodied the lovesick duke who conscripts a woman-disguised-as-her-brother to woo a disinterested countess (surrounded by a no-nonsense steward and all-nonsense trio of drinking buddies also warring for her approval.)

The full cast included many familiar faces (“Midsummer Nights Dream” alumni Andrés Alcalá, Nicole Marie Green, Tyler Andrew Jones, Treasure Lunan, and Andy Perkins dazzled and delighted), a few folks new to me but not the PCS stage (Dana Green and Darius Pierce, both bringing heart and depth to their characters) and one PCS debut who slotted into the mix effortlessly and will hopefully be back for future shows (Lea Zawada, a sharp, expressive and hilarious Viola/Cesario). The Bard’s tale was in capable hands, and they deftly wove together the story of adoration, miscommunication, petty revenge and happy endings with collaborative expertise.

This production wasn’t exactly historical nor modern — it fell somewhere in the middle, accessible to contemporary audiences but not a full “She’s the Man” cell-phone-wielding remake. Sir Toby and Sir Andrew cracked open beers from a cooler, and in lieu of a black veil, Olivia obfuscated herself with sunglasses. The outfits were giving “Shakespeare but make it Portland,” with Viola and her twin in doc martens and Antonio sporting a mohawk. Costume designer Alison Haryer deserves a shout-out for putting the aforementioned beer-chugging sirs in matching neon tracksuits, inviting the audience to take them with all due respect (which is to say, none at all.) Peter Ksander’s sets were sleek and gorgeous, mostly free from props — minus the evergreen trees that enabled the best physical comedy bit in the show as the trio ducked and rolled around to evade detection.

Treasure Lunan as Sir Andrew Aguecheek, Darius Pierce as Malvolio, Andy Perkins as Sir Toby Belch, and Nicole Marie Green as Maria in Twelfth Night, Or What You Will; photo by Jenny Graham, shared by Portland Center Stage

I’d also be remiss not to mention one of the quietest but most impactful pieces of this production, the work of choreographer Muffie Delgado Connelly: short interludes in between scenes where Viola and Antonio, the isolated twins, mirror each other’s subconscious body language, a small wave of the hand or rub of the neck. It’s a welcome breath in between the dialogue-packed group scenes. More importantly, it connects the two storylines through their sibling bond and helps explain how no one can tell them apart.

So, to answer the question from the beginning, did they pull it off? Absolutely. I devoured it, loved it, needed to see it again. As soon as I got home from opening night, I bought another ticket. I could have booked the very last performance, a fitting bookend against the first, but the third-from-last show, the Saturday matinee, was listed as an open-captioned production. As a hard-of-hearing person who uses subtitles for literally everything, I wanted to see how it would change my experience to be able to read Shakespeare’s text in real time.

Thus, after a tumultuous three weeks of real-life drama (though no sword fights or realizations the twin I’d assumed was lost at sea had accidentally married the person I was trying to friendzone… so I guess not THAT dramatic), I returned to the theater the afternoon of Dec. 21. I sat in the balcony, which gave me a birds-eye view of the stage but was still close enough to catch all their expressions.

This time, Setareki Wainiqolo (who played an unforgettable PCS Dracula a year ago) stepped into Orsino’s shoes with gusto, announcing “If music be the food of loveplay on!” with such charisma the audience understood why Viola fell hard.

Setareki Wainiqolo as Orsino and Joshua Weinstein as Antonio in Twelfth Night, Or What You Will; photo by Jenny Graham, shared by Portland Center Stage

Without the uncertainty of a script-wielding stand-in, having seen it once before, and with the aid of a captioning display, it was easier for me to immerse myself in the story this time and just enjoy the antics. The only “new” pieces were two dance numbers that now featured Orsino — I now understood what the director, Marissa Wolf, meant when she mentioned alterations, because he’d been missing from those numbers in the first show. One of the enhanced-dances was a trio number with Orsino trying to dance with Olivia who’s trying to dance with Viola/Cesario who’s trying to dance with Orsino, all of them circling each other with barely-concealed desire, which perfectly encapsulated their whole dynamic and was just fun.

That’s what I love about PCS productions. They take nutrient-dense vegetables like Shakespeare and turn them into something you can consume, enjoy and feel satiated afterwards. Like a platter of sweet potato fries paired with a perfect aioli. (Is that a relatable simile, or am I just hungry?) As I return to the Armory time and time again to see familiar faces take the stage, I always know I’m in for a treat.

So after the holidays, I’ll be back to catch the next show at least once. (Probably twice.)

One Last Night With My First Love

Retrospectives

On my birthday back in October, my family collectively gifted me a small white box. I opened it and pulled out a keychain.

“Thank you,” I said sincerely, extricating it from the tissue paper. It was a small bit of plastic shaped like a ticket with the Phantom of the Opera logo on it. I already owned multiple Phantom shirts, posters, mugs, CDs, DVDs, playbills, and signed mask replicas. But I didn’t have a keychain yet — so I was pleased by the gift, albeit puzzled at everyone watching my face.

“Thank you,” I repeated, struggling to affix it to my apartment keys.

“Did you read it?” my sister pressed.

I looked down at it again. The Phantom of the Opera logo. And below it, in small print: 8:00 p.m., January 14, 2023, orchestra row S.

I blinked and shook my head. “No.”

“Yes.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

Then I burst into tears.

See, I have a lengthy relationship with Andrew Lloyd Webber’s 1988 theatrical masterpiece. My late uncle– a New York-based singer — introduced me to the score when I was 8 or 9 on a road trip between Tucson and San Diego in a sun-bleached Toyota Camry. As we drove across the desert, AC trying and failing to keep us cool, he cranked the volume up until the soundtrack blasted through the grainy speakers, bass rocking the car. He’d pause the CD between tracks to explain the characters, plot, and staging. Meanwhile I sat in the backseat, mesmerized with vivid mental images of glittering chandeliers and misty candlelit basements even though I’d never been to the Paris Opera House. Or France. Or an actual theater.

Every musical theater fan has a story of the moment they fell in love with their first musical, the one that opened their eyes to what theater could be and how it could make them feel. This was mine. Later, there would be Les Miz, Wicked, Company, Hamilton, Guys and Dolls, Little Shop of Horrors, Moulin Rouge, Newsies, so on and so forth. But Phantom was the first.

My love grew with every chance I had to see it live: twice on tour in Tucson (birthday presents), once on Broadway (my high school graduation present) and once on West End (after I graduated college.) When the news broke in September that Phantom would be closing on Broadway after 35 years, I was one of the many, many people who were shocked. It had always seemed like a static landmark of New York. Go see the Statue of Liberty, the Met, and Phantom. I was saddened by the news but resigned. Y’know, that’s showbiz.

Until my birthday rolled around and I sat holding not just a keychain, but a promise that, before it closed, I’d get to see my show one last time.

Fast forward three months, a flight, and a subway ride later, I sat in the orchestra of the Majestic as the lights dimmed and the gavel hit the block with a sharp crack. There is no feeling in the world equivalent to the emotional journey of “Perhaps we may frighten away the ghost of so many years ago with a little…. illumination. Gentlemen!” with flashes of light as the chandelier rises and sways above your head. DUH. duh duh duh duh DUHHHHH.

It was the best birthday gift. We returned home a week ago, and I’m still basking in that post-show glow where the memories and music are fresh. That will fade, soon, and the show will close in April.

But at least I’ll still have a sick keychain.

Short Story: Heart of a Beast

Fiction, Writing Samples

I wrote a fantasy short story for a contest on Vocal.

The task: “A dragon finds a toddler in the forest. Write what happens next.”

It’s a 13-minute read — check it out here!

Fun fact: The contest was open for a month but I found out about it on the last day, when I was home sick with COVID. I sat down, spent six hours churning out a story, and submitted a minute before the deadline. Whether or not I win ($$ and a Zoom call with the fantasy writing legend, Christopher Paolini) it was a fun writing exercise.

(Update: Didn’t win. Still a fun exercise!)

Thoughts from Oregon Ballet: ‘Midsummer Night’s Dream’

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Michael Linsmeier, Christopher Kaiser and Eva Burton; photo by Jingzi Zhao

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Reflections after attending a performance of the Oregon Ballet Theater on October 8, 2022.

Walking up to Keller Auditorium on a temperate fall evening, I expected to find a line wrapped around the building that I could tag onto and perform the customary one-step-then-wait, two-step-then-wait shuffle toward the door. Instead I found the entirety of the to-be audience clustered in one big group across the street — and a fire truck with lights flashing parked outside. So the night was off to a great start.

We (the audience) never learned exactly what happened, but we could see firefighters moving around inside. I have to assume it was either A) a small fire they put out, or B) not a fire at all, maybe an alarm gone rogue; because about 20 minutes later, they cleared the venue and the hundreds of people waiting outside made the exodus across the street.

Everything seemed fine inside. Props to the Keller Auditorium staff because the show only turned out 15 or so minutes behind schedule (a veritable miracle considering the logistical challenges of scanning tickets, masking the unmasked, and getting everyone where they needed to be all at once, minutes before showtime.)

Even if it had been an hour late, I can say with certainty: the show was worth the wait. Let’s get into it.

Hush

Hush is a ballet that premiered in 2006 at the Houston Ballet, choreographed by Christopher Bruce; this was its Oregon Ballet Theater (OBT) debut. It follows a family of six circus performers in their life outside of the tent and showcases their lives individually and together. It’s set to an eclectic range of music from Bobby McFerrin and Yo Yo Ma.

The main theme I took from this piece was how a family is made up of individuals, but the family unit is an entity itself. I liked how it explored the way family members have their own personalities and stories, but when they come together they interact, play off of each other, and become something different. It showed the toll that parenting can take on a marriage and how much pressure falls on mothers to balance a hundred impossible-to-fulfill demands at once, often making them feel overwhelmed and alone. There was a father-daughter dance both playful and sweet. I enjoyed the piece and it gave me a lot to think about in terms of how these themes play out in real life.

Pas de Deux

Next was an eight-minute piece performed by two dancers, set to Tchaikovsky. The history of this piece is actually more dramatic than the dance itself: It wasn’t in the original Swan Lake, but the ballerina playing Odette in the 1877 Moscow production was so dissatisfied with the original song in that part that she requested a different composer to write a song to replace it. When Tchaikovsky found this out, he wrote his own replacement song with the same structure so they wouldn’t have to re-do the choreography. (The talent you have to have to be that petty…) However, because it wasn’t part of the original score, it was forgotten for over seventy years, until it was accidentally rediscovered in 1953 and converted into a standalone piece.

What I’m saying is that we desperately need a “The Office” style mock-umentary about this whole debacle, complete with deadpan-to-camera fourth wall breaks from Tchaikovsky.

Back to tonight’s performance: It definitely gave Swan Lake vibes (a compliment) and the OBT dancers were excellent. If they perform Swan Lake in the future, which I hope they do, it’d be cool if they could find a way to work this back in.

A Midsummer Night’s Dream

After intermission, it was time for the main event: ‘A Midsummer Night’s Dream’ choreographed by former OBT Artistic Director Christopher Stowell and set to music by Felix Mendelssohn. I watched a couple of “Explaining Shakespeare for Confused and Lazy Students” videos as a plot refresher before attending, and I’m glad I did. As a ballet instead of a play, I don’t feel like you need a line-by-line understanding of everything to enjoy the show, but it did make it more interesting to understand the motivations behind everyone’s antics.

The sets were inspired by the Pacific Northwest, which was a nice nod to the local production and gave a touch of realism against the fantastical costumes of fairies, larger-than-life bugs, and medieval lords and ladies. This was also the only of the three pieces where music was performed live by the OBT Orchestra, which was worth the price of admission just to hear.

This one also has real-life drama juicier than the plot: It includes the iconic wedding march, AND Mendelssohn wrote the whole thing when he was only 17 years old, AND after its first British performance the organist Thomas Attwood — a pupil of Mozart — left the score in a cab so Mendelssohn had to rewrite it from memory. (BUT the two later became friends and Mendelssohn wrote several songs dedicated to Attwood. So all’s well that ends well??)

Okay back to tonight’s performance: Incredible company of performers, incredible music, incredible sets, just lush and gorgeous and lighthearted and splendid all around. Special shout-out to the OBT School students who did a fantastic job and held their own on stage with the principal dancers; and to Eugene Ballet performer Nicholas Sakai, who stole the show as Puck.

Closing Thoughts

I love the ballet because it never fails to surprise me with what people are capable of. (People other than me, I mean. I have no delusions I am capable of that athleticism.)

One thing I took from all three performances, plot and production together: We are more than the sum of our parts. It’s one of the best, most surprising things about life.

Thoughts from the Oregon Symphony: Respighi’s Pines of Rome

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Reflections after attending a performance of the Oregon Symphony on June 6, 2022 at Arlene Schnitzer Concert Hall.
Photo of Arlene Schnitzer Concert Hall lobby, 6/6/22

Damn, I love the symphony.

This production was spectacular. It featured three composers: Ottorino Respighi (Ancient Airs and Dances Suite No. 3 and The Pines of Rome), Nathalie Joachim (Suite from Fanm d’Ayiti, “Women of Haiti“) and Ludwig van Beethoven (Overture to Cariolan.)

Joachim’s section in particular stood out because she was there in person to perform vocals and flute alongside the symphony. (Not to fault Respighi and Beethoven for their absence, because they have reasonable excuses….) Joachim’s suite was inspired by her Haitian heritage and specifically the strength, faith and joy of Haitian women. It was a rich, vibrant work infused with her home and her family, including clips she recorded of women singing in her hometown church.

Stray reflections on the production:

  • Music transcends language and cultural barriers. So many people from different backgrounds can play, listen to, and appreciate it even if they can’t understand each other through words.
  • The conductor – in this case, Oregon Symphony Creative Director David Danzmayr – is engrossing to watch. It’s almost like a dance where he leads and the musicians fall in step.
  • During Beethoven’s overture to Cariolan, I was struck by the ability to tell a story through the music. As soon as I read the notes in the program, I could picture the story in my mind. It reminded me of reading a book that’s so engrossing, you forget you’re looking at words on a page.
  • Even Beethoven, one of the most highly regarded figures in history, couldn’t have known the full impact his music would have on audiences hundreds of years later. Joachim got like 5 full minutes of standing ovation, so hopefully she saw the impact she had on this one audience, this one night. The themes of her music will stay with me long past the performance.